Karkull
10-10-2002, 12:06 PM
Maybe it's the weather, maybe it's because of I'm running on two hours sleep, maybe it's because I'm so swamped with work right now...I don't know.
I bumped into an ex-girlfriend -- one who I'm "on good terms" with (meaning that we no longer want each other killed) -- at the computer lab where I work and preceeded to overhear her talking about her love life with another girl (I was trying not to eavesdrop, but she was sitting right next to me so it's kinda hard). Then, before she left, she hung around my desk long enough to announce the news that she had a blind date tomorrow, then left.
Now, for those coming in late, keep in mind: even though I've mostly gotten over her (it's like AA -- one day at a time, :p), there's something about her that, on odd days, still makes my blood boil. At her worst, she's an aggravating, chaotic woman who I have the unfortunate honor of still sharing a College English Department with.
I don't know...it doesn't bother me like it did back in February and March, but maybe I'm still disturbed about this because she can still get to me. Or maybe it's because my dating has kinda dried up since the semester started, and I'm kind of lonely right now. Or maybe I miss automatically having someone to go to RennFest or to a movie with.
Any thoughts?
I bumped into an ex-girlfriend -- one who I'm "on good terms" with (meaning that we no longer want each other killed) -- at the computer lab where I work and preceeded to overhear her talking about her love life with another girl (I was trying not to eavesdrop, but she was sitting right next to me so it's kinda hard). Then, before she left, she hung around my desk long enough to announce the news that she had a blind date tomorrow, then left.
Now, for those coming in late, keep in mind: even though I've mostly gotten over her (it's like AA -- one day at a time, :p), there's something about her that, on odd days, still makes my blood boil. At her worst, she's an aggravating, chaotic woman who I have the unfortunate honor of still sharing a College English Department with.
I don't know...it doesn't bother me like it did back in February and March, but maybe I'm still disturbed about this because she can still get to me. Or maybe it's because my dating has kinda dried up since the semester started, and I'm kind of lonely right now. Or maybe I miss automatically having someone to go to RennFest or to a movie with.
Any thoughts?